After spending 9 months in 2003-2004, traveling from region to region experiencing the powerful healing effects of Agnihotra, I returned to the United States, but, the transformation had begun. The exposure to such incredible circumstances, both positive and negative completely changed my outlook, throwing me into a state of extreme bewilderment by all the happenings on our Planet. I no longer felt a part of the day-to-day and my goals started to change. Still, I made an attempt to re-settle into life in America, which lasted for about 11 months, when in June of 2005 I returned to India.

It's not uncommon to find that someone you know utilizes drugs to pass through the day-to-day, and for me this was once a way of life until 2003, when I chose instead to walk the tragic road of ultimate self-destruction, resulting in an instigated overdose. By instigated I mean that it wasn't the first time I forcefully, by pattern of behavior, ran into death. The last time, being the more successful of attempts, I am attributing to fate simply because I finally succumbed to leaving this world. It is only by Divine Grace that my life was saved, catapulting me into the most inspiring journey of discovery, realization and reconnection.